My mother finally bought me this wonderful antiaging product


"SMOOTHES DE-STRESSES, RELAXES FIRST WRINKLES"

you can see it in their website!!! It smells very good and I'm happy because I'm not allergic at it.
It contains natural products, it's not tested on animal, contains no parabens. It's really expensive but it's a gift!
I'm 26, i really wanted to start with a good product.

Do you know it?

♦ My mom is not retired. She's stopped working because of depression ans alcoholism
♦ I'm not positive 24/7. Right no I'm hating myself
♦ I did not lose weight "eating more healthy" I just made a diet. A stupid diet.
♦ I told my mom that everything was ready for the engagement party. It's not
♦ I'm not ok about the fact that I've failed at the exams. I'm stressed and I want to kill all the stupid girls that ask "whaaaaaaaaaat happened?" Yeah what happened to your common sense? do you really know what it meant to me? It meant "having a baby" and now I'm just a student, probably one of the oldest of the class..; f**k
♦ I did not spend "great holidays" I had to go to the emergency because of a "nervous pb". I could not move
♦ I'm broke. For real. And partly because I wanted a new bag for this year and not the school bag I have been using since... 2002
♦ I don't like the dress I'm going to wear at my engagement party but.... see above.

I have other things... don't want totalk about

This entry will self destruct in a few hours/minutes maybe

I'm engaged! we are making a small party to celebrate this with close family and friends but I have no idea about what to wear.
I don't want to wear a big gown, i don't have the money to buy one and I want to keep it simple... but special!
I don't think that white is a good idea but... why not? It's on september 26 i don't know what the weather will be like... It going to be buffet, maybe outside we don't know yet...
I need your ideas all of them!
should I wear a dress? pastel colors? Bright colors?