Mercredi's Lovelyish

I love Valentine's day! (and a pic with my fiancé)

Mon, 08 Feb 2010 16:19:25 GMT

I know it's "old fashioned" to love this kind of thing but I can't help myself! And after all I live in PARIS !!

I don't want to refuse a occasion to celebrate love. I know a lot of people don't like it because they think it's only commercial. I don't think so. You do what you want for Valentine's day. I don't want any gift. I don't see valentine's day like that. And I celebrate love everyday with my fiancé (lol). It's just.... more special...

In France it's only for "lovers" I mean, you'll never see someone offer something to a "friend" for valentine.

We've planned to go to a restaurant. It's not a big thing. It's just an occasion.... we are not going to exchange gifts.
I really think that you can see this as an occasion and not only as an obligation to offer a gift.
That's my opinion. Light a candle, make a special menu, enjoy a good bottle of wine.....

And if you're single.... take care of yourself! see some friends, organize a party.... (bottle of wine is recommended here too)

have a nice day.

What's wrong with me?

Sun, 31 Jan 2010 12:29:08 GMT

I'm 5'3 and I weigh 107,5 lbs exactly.
The problem is that I don't feel thin at all.

I want to be perfect
In everything
Work, heath, culture, knowledge, exercise.
I have a list of thing that have to be perfect

what's wrong with me?
Today I woke up at 6.30 am.

I need a challenge. A postive thinking challenge.
I also need a new brain :)

Scarlett is 5'3 like me. She's sooooooooo pretty.

"crème nirvanesque" by Nuxe

Sun, 01 Nov 2009 08:57:30 GMT

My mother finally bought me this wonderful antiaging product

"SMOOTHES DE-STRESSES, RELAXES FIRST WRINKLES"

you can see it in their website!!! It smells very good and I'm happy because I'm not allergic at it.
It contains natural products, it's not tested on animal, contains no parabens. It's really expensive but it's a gift!
I'm 26, i really wanted to start with a good product.

Do you know it?

I'm sorry

Mon, 05 Oct 2009 18:09:12 GMT

I did not have time to update these days. I have a lot of work to do for school, it's absolutely crazy.
I'm sooo stressed about exams. I don't want to fail ever again!

I have to follow english lessons. It's really funny because all the other students just don't understand the text. No it's really really boring for me. Last time our teacher asked us to introduce ourselves, most of the girl just could not say: Hi, my name is ..."
But I don't care.

I'm just really tired and really stressed.

I'm a liar

Tue, 22 Sep 2009 18:51:51 GMT

♦ My mom is not retired. She's stopped working because of depression ans alcoholism
♦ I'm not positive 24/7. Right no I'm hating myself
♦ I did not lose weight "eating more healthy" I just made a diet. A stupid diet.
♦ I told my mom that everything was ready for the engagement party. It's not
♦ I'm not ok about the fact that I've failed at the exams. I'm stressed and I want to kill all the stupid girls that ask "whaaaaaaaaaat happened?" Yeah what happened to your common sense? do you really know what it meant to me? It meant "having a baby" and now I'm just a student, probably one of the oldest of the class..; f**k
♦ I did not spend "great holidays" I had to go to the emergency because of a "nervous pb". I could not move
♦ I'm broke. For real. And partly because I wanted a new bag for this year and not the school bag I have been using since... 2002
♦ I don't like the dress I'm going to wear at my engagement party but.... see above.

I have other things... don't want totalk about

This entry will self destruct in a few hours/minutes maybe

Love

Tue, 15 Sep 2009 21:19:14 GMT

I'm in my bedroom writting on my blog that people on the other side of this planet read. I probably never meet you in real life. That's so funny... The funny part is that i do care about you, about most of you at least
I do care if you heart is broken or if you feel like shit for all kind of reasons.
I'm in my bedroom with my boyfriend; My Fiancé, my love; he's so nice to me. i love him so much
I love that we can stay in the same room in silence because we can understand each other without talking.
I'm not affraid of silence anymore.
I write this. it's the middle of the night in paris. it's cold and raining.
random thoughts i suppose.
Boyfriend is making the bed. i have to leave you, on the other side of the planet.
have a nice day, good night.
i'll probably erase this tommorow morning when you'll be sleeping ...

Wow and i did not even drink wine lol

What to wear for an engagement party

Tue, 15 Sep 2009 17:06:30 GMT

I'm engaged! we are making a small party to celebrate this with close family and friends but I have no idea about what to wear.
I don't want to wear a big gown, i don't have the money to buy one and I want to keep it simple... but special!
I don't think that white is a good idea but... why not? It's on september 26 i don't know what the weather will be like... It going to be buffet, maybe outside we don't know yet...
I need your ideas all of them!
should I wear a dress? pastel colors? Bright colors?

I don't want to grow up... (my answer to the negative comments on goth style)

Sun, 13 Sep 2009 13:21:36 GMT

Begierde made this very interesting post about "Gothic style" in Fashion. Her post was submitted for the front page. It appeared with a different picture than the original.
If I were her I would be really angry. She's so pretty in her dress (in the original one)
I've read the answers on the lovelyish version...
One of the answer is "grow up"

"people need to grow up. That's so... middle school."
"20..okay, 40? eh. Grow up."
"i liked to dress goth... in 7th grade. leave it in junior high. grow up."

What? If growing up mean that you HAVE to look like everybody, then I don't want to grow up
And you know what? I'm not even goth....

Vegetarian

Sun, 13 Sep 2009 11:04:57 GMT

I am not a veggie. it's really weird because i am really convinced that it's the best way to eat and to live.
I really think it's better for the health, for pollution and for soooo many other reasons...
So why am I not a vegetarian?

Because i'm weak. because I'm not strong enough to say to my family that I have a different way of life. In France only 3 to 5% of the population is vegetarian. I used to a part of them. i just can't say "no" to my grand mother, to my boyfriend's family. I'm just sooo weak.
i hate myself for that. Of course I don't buy meat and I never prepare myself a steak...
I wish i could be stronger than that.
I whish I could do it and not be attacked by people who disagree. They can be really violent. i know I would just ... cry, yeah. because these days i feel really fragile.
In a way i need help.
Please don't make negative comments, I'm soooo good for making negative comments about myself.
What do you think about my problem? Do you really "live" your opinions?

Why is it so hard for people to understand that you can make the choice to eat differently? i'm not trying to convince anyone. i'm just here. I just want to eat my meal. I don't want to debate about this everyday.

It's so hard to find a vegetarian meal in France; You have no idea of how muych french people love their meat
I just want to be MYSELF.

Are you on a particular diet

Sun, 13 Sep 2009 07:17:00 GMT

Hi I wanted to know if you follow a particular diet on your life.

It's not necessarily a weight loss diet. It can be a vegetarian diet, an "okinawa diet". You can follow particular diet for diabetes or food allergies...
I try to follow a healthy diet. I'll be honest, i'd like to lose some weight... even if I know I'm not overweight. I don't think I have an ED.

Do you count calories?
I did it the last 2 days...
Friday: 1300
Saturday: 1000

I was really surprised because I thought it would be a loooot more....

Are you insecure about your weight?
I am definitly too insecure about it....